Living in

Since I brought Toti back with me, I have never once being freed to not clean my room, dust the fur, on a daily basis.
I feel like a mother to my baby and myself.
Making sure that both sides maintain our cleanliness, meal times, sleeping and waking times.
Living with a pet is different from just dumping him on his cage and feed, clean on routine basis.
I eat, sleep, breathe, work wih Toti around me.
He is curious wih what I do.
Sometimes,  I hink, he trys to behave like a human which makes him so adorable, as he trys to fathom my thoughts and actions.

Easing onto each other

I have made it plain to care and organize for Toti.
Getting him breakfast, allow him to run out and grab a drink, do his wee wee. Bake himself in sunlight.  He loves to greet the morning with joy, prancing and dancing around. Dashing in when he heard me  cracking into my biscuits, he too wants to eat ..... gazing to see some hay or food around, he got sight of some, which I put in while he was out.
It is such joy to see him satisfied after eating his hay.
The first meal of the day is so important for him, if not his mood will be spoiled.Nipping into my cardboard, paper bags, and my fav wooden frame to get my attention...
Ever since I gave him breakfast, he never did bother me.
When I wake later in the day, I would fill up his bowl of hay again.
In the afternoon,  alfafa cubes are given to him.
He is contented by himself.
Later, for dinner, I would begin to give him pellets with mixed muesli. 
He seemed more interested in the change.
In the later night,  I would give him a carrot so he would not need to run out for water all the time
He never fusses or disturbs me now.
Our main meal are settled.
He is assured that I will be there, when he is hung ry or thirsty.
This trust between us is being established.

Coax ing

Intuitive living

Struggle ring

What my animal friends taught me 2

Toti

Sweetie's time on earth

I have only known u for a while, but it seems I am going to be part of u in me and me in u till enternity.
Thank you for coming into mý life to lift me out of grief.
To reflect the side of me that can be eroded away with all the trials.
Never to say sorry or with any regret that you had to go back.
Thank u for having loved me and being part of my world.

Turning up

It does not matter who turns up.
It does not matter who leaves u.
It does not matter what u hv to face in life.
It does not matter if what is happening does not make any sense.